Willow hayes

bio

Willow Hayes: Well, I bounced around a lot. I was born in California and lived there until my parents divorced. I moved to Florida with my mom to be with my maternal grandparents. I lived there most of my teenage years. I went to Oregon for two years during high school before I went back to Florida. Once I turned 18, I got out and went right back to Oregon, where I am now.

Willow: High school was weird. I went to 3 high schools in 3 years and then got my GED. I didn’t date too much; I slept around more than I dated around. I was an oddball, I ate lunch by myself all the time and didn’t have too many friends. I was definitely a weirdo. (laughs) The only attention I got was sexual and that was before I looked for it.

Lost her virginity

Willow: I was 15 and it was to a girl named Anastasia. It was in her shower and it was horrible. It was horrible, it wasn’t good at all and we continued to do it for about a week.

What made it so bad?

Willow: The whole experience. It didn’t feel good. It was just stupid. I think I was doing it just to get it out of the way. I was so tired of not having sex.

Willow: She was definitely experienced. It was all her idea. I remember we were both in the library and I think we were skipping class in the 10th grade. I told her that I had never had sex before and she told me some stories. She invited me over and it was pretty consensual. We both were like, ‘Let’s have sex and do it!’

first experience with a guy?

Willow: First time with a guy, I think I was 16 at that point.

Willow: No, it was all terrible. It was all really bad sex throughout high school. It wasn’t until I fell in love for the first time that I had that really good, passionate sex with someone that I enjoyed. I was uncomfortable with myself before that.

after high school before she got into porn?

Willow: I worked at a drive thru at a fast food restaurant. Nothing too excited. Dropped out of school at 16, got my GED. Basically, fucked around, had fun with life. Did drugs, partied.

decide to get into the adult industry?

Willow: I liked my bisexuality and I wanted to develop it more. I was really awkward when I was younger. Part of me enjoyed the kink of selling myself for stuff like drugs. But I didn’t like how unsafe it was and how masochistic it was. When I got older, I realized I could do porn and still sell myself in exchange for making a living. But everything was tested so it’s perfect. The real thing I learned from porn that I was never able to articulate before a couple of weeks ago. Porn provides me with the time and the financial freedom to be able to explore myself as a person. Working 9 to 5 at minimum wage is really, really hard to make a living. And even then, you don’t have much time for yourself. Here I am able to work two weeks on, pay my bills, have some money and be able to do things. I can really develop myself as a person and figure out what I want to do after porn, because I have no idea.

sold herself for drugs.

Willow: It was all people I knew through school. It was never someone too sketchy. It was kids I knew who had drugs. If I let them spend the night, they could fuck me all night but get me high. Pain meds or something. I would give a blowjob in the park or something.

family

Willow: Yes, my mom knows but she’s so ashamed that I can’t tell anyone else. She’s mortified but she still loves me. My sister knows, of course, because she’s my sister.

inappropriate sexual relationship?

Willow: A manager at work. I slept naked next to my sister and we were with two other people we were lovers with.

hobbies

Willow: I play the ukulele. I like to read. Rock climbing, I hula hoop. I think it’s pretty awesome. I like roller skating. I like a lot of activities like mini golf, bowling, get out of the house and do things.

Favorite music

Willow: I like a lot of stuff. I like Pink Floyd, Tool. I like electronic music but only certain artists. Weird shit like Cocorosie, all kinds of stuff. The only thing I can say is don’t turn on the radio. I tell all my friends to not turn on the radio!

favorite TV shows?

Willow: I love Archer.

video games?

Willow: I used to. I liked Assasin’s Creed, Borderland. I played the Sims all the way through from Sim City all the way up to now.